OMG, why can't I shut up? Is it the Percoset? Lingering effects of anesthesia?
After spending nearly 2 whole days in bloodstained flannel PJs, I am now wearing a rather fancy, fitted, nearly-new button-down shirt. I feel ridiculous, like I'm on my way to a job interview. In reality, I was like a clumsy 4-year-old in the shower, and didn't even manage to shampoo my hair. Why am I still dizzy? I'm sick of being dizzy.
Edited to add:
Hypergraphia. I think that's what it's called when you write too much. Do I have that? I can't stop. I don't know why I'm writing so much. Probably because I can't think of what else to do. What else was on my agenda today? Get off Perc - CHECK, I just took Tylenol instead of Perc. Go for a walk - well, not yet. I'm still dizzy and don't want to fall in the snow. Should I walk up and down the stairs, or pace the hall or something? Oh geez. I don't really wanna watch TV, because there's nothing on. I was reading the list of shows last night and there is a new show called "WHAT I HATE ABOUT ME." That's so sad it makes me want to cry. Why is there a show devoted to what women hate about themselves? :( I have been trying to hard to love myself lately, and have been talking with friends about the importance of self-love, and we've all been encouraging each other to love ourselves and remember our awesomeness, because most humans don't ever love themselves enough but it's so freakin important and the whole world would be a better place if we humans just learned how to love ourselves and helped each other to do that, and I RELALY MEAN THAT, I'M NOT JUST SAYING WEIRD SHIT BECAUSE OF PERCOSET! So it really stung to see that there's a TV show about hating yourself! I HATE TV!
So anyway. I don't wanna watch TV, but I don't think I could concentrate on a book right now, and I'm a little shaky for some reason, too. Maybe the coffee. I don't need to sleep any more right now. Yesterday I took a 4 hour nap, and then slept for 10 hours, so I'm good. So what do I do now? Hmm. Write about how I write too much, I guess. Maybe I'll just go sit.